Boshuko-san

I have three watchers, now!? :'O I suppose I will actually have to update with some stuff, now, huh? And maybe it will get me out of this %*^%$#$%^&*)#@(#*#*$*&$*(@))@@)@#* slump I am in right now. Yay, thank you, three people, for giving me encouragement on a day I needed it the most. <3

My body.. It burns.. As if I am on fire. Or perhaps like there is molten iron in my veins.. Needless to say, everything is in a lot of pain.. My mind.. won't stop.. although I was at work for twelve hours today, I can't sleep. I got about three to four hours last night, and no better the entire week before this.. Yet another restless night, I suppose.. I am not really thinking of anything, yet my head is racing.. Almost like an anxiety attack, without the emotional response, or the physical response for that matter, just my brain.. I have so many people around me, so much family, and so many friends.. While I only talk to a few of my friends

So, there is this really weird dude at the library, and he always comes up to the desk and takes a MASSIVE amount of tissues. I mean, yeah, they are there to use, but who honestly needs to wrap their entire hand in tissues in order to blow their nose? That is just illogical. He literally wraps his entire hand in tissues, as if he were quadruple wrapping a steak in cellophane. It's a pain and a half when we have no tissues because of you, weird dude. And you are a really rude person to actually help when you need it. You act like you are better than us any time someone at the desk helps you. Newsflash, we are helping you, not the other way aro